For the first time in a long time,I felt so happy, so rejoiced
He showed up when I was dire in need of a shoulder.He showed me there was hope after tragedy.

He became my best friend, my hope, my life, and my joy, the times we laughed and the times we shared Were priceless beyond anything I could imagine.

We never knew the meaning of uncertainty and difficulty I showed him what it was like to be a fool, a good fool
And in return, he taught me new ways of life, i cherish and respect him.
The more we connected, the more we grew as people, friends and partners, he made me feel like I could trust and love again
Words uttered out of his mouth that made me feel safe and wanted
"Love is not a strong word enough to describe how I feel. I adore him really"

My problems were his as his were mine we share our problems and solve them togather Blooming into something so deep, something so special, something so unique
We were blinded by nothing but each other, The hours turned to days and days turned to months, his heart was my home and my heart was his home, he means alot to me,
Promises were never broken and feelings seem to flourish, This was real. So I thought..
Just as everything was going so well The distance began to win our battle of being together.

Drifting apart, we dedicated ourselves to making this work We tried and tried. And just as everything was returning to the way they were Love, devotion, and adornment he vanished into thin air as if he was just a dream.

To this day, my mind wonders how could something so strong be defeated so easily, no words could express the confusion, the doubt, the feeling of foolishness
That runs through me as time goes by with an answer of Why?
The last question left unanswered:
was he real?
That is something that needs to be answered One day, one life time Very soon.